Saturday, November 1, 2008

seize the day, or die regretting the time you lost...

Things have been going pretty good lately.
I've been kind of depressed, but nothing major.
I'm feeling better. Getting better. Becoming a better person.
Just good things mostly. :D
But where theres good, theres bad.
My best friends broke up last week...
It's been...rather hard for the male of the pair. So I've been there trying to help him out.
I disagree with Keshia's decision, but its not really my business.
All I can do is be there for both of them, but it gets hard when heads collide.
I'm mostly on his side. But what can I do? Nothing really. Just be there for him...
I think I'm helping a little. Haha. Or at least, I'd like to think so.
But who knows? I could just be making it worse...
We've talked on the phone for like, the past week everynight. xD
So I must be doing something.
But I enjoy talking to him. It's something I look forward to, and it gives me something to do. xD
But anyways, I gotta work tomorrow. >< So I'm major tired. I'll be going to bed in a minute.
Its funny how I look at life sometimes...
I'll be sitting there, and suddenly, everything will become confusing.
Like what if I'm just living in a dream? Like none of its real?
What if none of us are real? What if everything we work for, we live around, we strive to get, is nothing but our own minds making up stuff?
Is the human mind even capable of these things?
That brings me back to the crazy thing. Maybe thats what makes us seem crazy.
Maybe people just have totally different mindsets than us...
Maybe we'll never know whats real and false...

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